feel so sad...just feel so down...i need someone to tell me God has a plan for me...and that everything that had happened is for a reason...i feel like my relationship with God is drawing apart..i just need to know the truth...i need to know that i have a duty on earth and that whatever i am is for reason..i just need God to tell me the answers i wanna hear...is not fair!!! is never is...why are people so heartless?!!?they think about others except themselves...what is this??and some of them call themselves as christians!!! why isit people like that always get the good things...they deserve all the good things...is never fair for others...i always say that watever happens God has a reason u know but is like is happening every single day...even people i trust can't be trusted anymore...there is so many i wanna say but is so hard to type it out...is the feeling that is so hard that is painful that i myself can't even discribe it...and i always say only God can feel the pain but now...i have so many questions that need answers...does God really know how i feel??does He know what i'm going through now??? does He knows that whatever is happening is hurting me?? if He knows why is He doing this to me??so does he know about me as i thought he knew about me??